Passed my boards!!! The exam shut off at the minimum number of questions (75) and I honestly didn't know if I passed or not. I was in a really awful place emotionally and kind of just buzzed through it. When I got home, still in a fog and impatient, I went straight to the computer and tried to register for NCLEX again and lo and behold, it wouldn't let me. Woohoo!
VNow, the only question is, what to do with myself? I really feel like I've lost touch with my soul. My inner child is a shriveled raisin, dehydrated by endless tired mornings and exams. But now, at least for a month, I can do what I want to do, besides work. Haha.
I've filled out most of the applications for Lahey. Five jobs caught my eye on their career forum and I hastily filled out the electronic forms. Now all I need to complete them is my nursing license number.
Okay, so now that school and studying are done, I need to get back on track. I've let so much of myself go these last two years.
First of all, I need to get back to the gym and start running again. I want to start taking yoga more seriously too. And, most importantly, I need to really start getting down and dirty with meditation.
As always, I abandoned the journaling and started filling out my planner. It seems I like planning more than reflecting.